Honest Mum

Updated Post.

So many of you have read this post now, I wanted to update it. I hope it inspires you to stop limiting yourself so you can truly love yourself.

Thanks for reading.

Look, it’s straight-up natural to want to be liked. We all do.

It’s pretty much programmed into us from kids that we must follow, without question, certain protocol and sure-fire ways to be accepted (age and culturally-dependant no doubt)- and I understand the need for a great many RULES to some extent, mostly so parents and teachers can retain some kind of control-

Yet everything for the most part, tends to be pinned to the premise that likeability and success comes from conformity.

There’s an emphasis on following the crowd, appearing ‘cool’ and not standing out too much- meaning variants on personality (that’s everyone then)- quirks and individuality are not truly celebrated or encouraged.

It’s refreshing to see things are, and have changed, in education when it comes to our own kids in comparison to my own childhood, but that desire to fit a perceived mould is still a worry for many, children or not.

…Now, as an adult, I simply won’t accept that formulaic conformity or definition of what cool is. I’m my own cool!!!

Not embracing who you are FULLY, is undoubtedly, in my opinion, totally and utterly limiting and doesn’t fit with my own personality nor way of life, and honestly, never did.

No longer 11 years old, I don’t need permission from anyone, to be myself.

I’m me, happy in my life as a mum/ blogger/filmmaker/hustler and I certainly don’t feel the need to explain or justify my choices or the way I roll.

And neither should you.

I’m an artist, baby, positive and open but if I’m not making, writing, painting, shooting or creating in some way, I get pent-up and frustrated.

I know who I am.

And thank goodness for long runs hey!

…Let’s face it, the need for acceptance and the pursuit for popularity is rife, ever more so with social media- and it can become consuming at best (how many followers do I have on twitter today?) and destructive at worst (no one commented on my instagram picture, everyone MUST hate me). See?!

It’s just not healthy.

Yet it’s the world we all live in, blogger or not.

We share to be liked, seeking instant gratification from online approval and find ourselves addicted to being acknowledged and praised.

Most of the time, though, and I blog full time, I HONESTLY don’t value myself or base my self-worth on digital numbers or others’ opinions of me, online on in IRL.

Not in an all-consuming, ‘you will make me hate myself if you don’t like me’ kind of way.

Hell no.

And I’m telling you this because I want you to feel the same because it’s TOTALLY LIBERATING!

If you’re struggling on, or offline, battling to feel accepted by others, banking on people to make you feel good rather than seeking that from within, then it’s time to work on that shiznit and stop that controlling pattern in its tracks. Immediately.

Sadly, I’ve received a lot of emails lately from lots of you whom appear to be consumed with what others think.

It’s making you beat yourselves up or even stop blogging/taking part in social media and hanging out with people in 3D.

I’ve received private messages from mostly bloggers, or those who work (and play) online, stating comments on their blogs along with passive aggressive behaviour, cliquishness and the like, has been eating them up and breaking them down.

I want to help free them, and you, if this is affecting you too, from hinging your confidence on anyone else.

You need to know that seeking others’ approval will never make you happy.

don't let others define you


As cheeseball as it sounds (yep it’s the 90’s again and I’m bringing back ‘cheeseball’-we really must strive towards feeling content in our own skin, knowing and liking ourselves and fine-tuning our own judgement.

Without the latter, others’ views will always dominate our own.

They will contribute to making us feel out of whack, confused and directionless.

Without that self-imposed clear judgement, we’ll begin to question things which are not real, we’ll relentlessly second-guess ourselves, and will end up feeling drained and unhappy.

Here’s an example-

For what seems like no reason at all, someone appears to have a problem with you, they try and tear you down and humiliate you on, or offline. (Yep, sadly I write from experience).

You worry or convince yourself, it’s you.

And don’t get me wrong, sometimes it WILL be you.

We all make mistakes.

You just have to get to a position where you can make a fair judgement call and decipher whether you’re at fault or not.

Did you do something wrong?

If so, fix it, apologise, be honest, admit weakness (it’s OK, let it out girl) and PROPERLY work towards not being a douche again.

If not, and the other person/people’s behaviour appears unreasonable or unjust, accept that the issue is theirs.

For whatever reason too.

I was once told I looked like a ‘mean girl’ from a uni friend’s school days so she’d written me off on day one, only to find I was nothing like her-yay!

you are most powerful when you do not seek approval

…And the other thing, once you stop worrying about needing others’ approval, people will naturally gravitate towards you.

Because you appear to be and ARE strong.

You’re not needy, far from it, you’re at your most powerful. That applies even if at the start, you’re feigning that self confidence and strength- which believe me, with practice, becomes REAL.

Try it.

The more you show yourself, and the world you’re A-OK with your imperfect but bad-ass self and your choices-people will want a piece of that, and you.

A bit like the ‘hard to get’ boyfriend whom, once you stopped being so into him and needy, wanted to put a ring on it. Or in my case, I’d moved on by that point and met the someone else worthy of my heart who I’d fallen for. Bye bye now!

You basically need to get to a space where you’re a little bit in love with yourself.

Humble with a hint of Kanye!

Humble with a hint of Kanye


See, hand on heart, I know if I met me, I’d want to be my friend. For reals.

It feels pretty good if rather un-British, to type that out people.

I’d totes hang out with myself.

Not in PMT week of course, oh no, definitely not then. I’d stay well clear during the crazy ‘hormonies’ time.

See, I know myself.

So in the words of Pharell, simply get to ‘know who you are’ too.

But how to reach that level of self-acceptance and feeling content (outside of PMT week);) I hear you cry?!

Remind yourself of your fabulosity until you believe in it basically.

Your good points. Not forgetting the bad stuff too, the things you might be hiding from, your fears, downfalls, the behaviour you want and need to improve and work on.

Speak to those you trust and admire for truthful feedback.

Deep seated issues, speak to a professional. There’s no shame in reaching out.

A councillor helped me hugely after a traumatic birth with my first son and helped me rediscover and build myself back together.

MOST IMPORTANTLY, be honest with yourself and others. REALLY HONEST. Yes I’m shouting.

My chilled out and ever wise husband, Peter and I were discussing how to tackle disagreements before Christmas.

His overriding advice is to always be honest and clear about your feelings when trying to resolve issues.

Men find it far easier it seems, to do that (OK I’m only going on the men I know) but why do we women often struggle to be frank about our feelings with one another? I know I do.

I often worry if I do just that, say how I feel, I’ll hurt others’ feelings, so I fail at being entirely honest finding it easier to distance myself and ignore the issues at hand.

I have however, put Peter’s advice into practice more, and now wherever possible, kindly explain why I feel a certain way, try and discuss the situation, and resolve conflict- and Peter was right, life has gotten easier.

be honest

Of course, there’ll always be relationships and friendships that just aren’t worth the fight, that feel too negative and destructive, that might have died a death long ago, as relationships sometimes do, or just no longer make any sense. Then? Then it’s time to walk away.

For the most part, though, speaking up, opening that dialogue and being earnest, creates respect and understanding and can help you all move forward.

And here’s another thing, the more truthful you are to others, the more you’ll value and like yourself.

Don’t be scared to be you.

To tell others how, what and why you feel the way you do.

Communication, however hard, can help mend most problems and create clarity and peace.

be you

I know how tough it can be accepting who you are.

I get it, I’ve been there.

I understand that craving for acknowledgement and endorsement that you’re one kick-ass human being, yet I feel in a space where I know myself, I’m genuine (I can’t do or bear fakery), I accept not everyone will understand who I am, as I won’t, them, heck, some might totally and absolutely misunderstand me, or assume a lot about me that just isn’t based on truth- but there will always be people who ‘get me’ too.

Those who dislike others, particularly without any ground to, most often see characteristics they wish they had in themselves, in you, or tellingly, things they hate about themselves in you, that wind them up.

They hate you because you act as a metaphorical mirror reflecting back at them.

So it’s true what they say-others’ views are ultimately more about themselves, than they are about you.


be proud of who you are


Surround yourself with positivity and those who make you happy-

I know I gravitate towards open, smart, kind, creative, outgoing (for the most part), high energy, self-assured, strong and sisterly women (and brotherly men).

Those similar to the blueprints of my closest family, and oldest friends.

This also makes sense culturally (I’m a British Cypriot whom are traditionally family-orientated and larger than life in many respects)- but I have many friends, and indeed a husband who defies some and many, of those characteristics outlined above.

Opposites attract too don’t forget?!

Nothing is black and white.

Peter has a quiet, calm personality, although he can be talkative and outgoing too, he’s on the whole, in Buddha mode. Laid back, relaxed, smart and super-strong.

I’m a high-passion, crazy worrier, ‘idea a minute’, creative, deep-thinking, energetic kind of girl- and a perfectionist (in recovery) too- so we work perfectly well together (!) I fire him up, he calms me down!

We click.

Everything boils down to energy and intuition. And when good people come together, amazing things happen…

when good people come together...amazing things happen

Now let’s rewind.

Let me tell you a bit about my background-

I never felt nor was I a particularly popular girl at high school, a free-thinking, non conformist at a strict all girls’ school meant that truthfully, I never really fitted in.

high school


The teachers would, I remember, relentlessly try and change my personality, crush my spirit, quieten me in every way, rather than play to, and encourage my strengths.

It was the traditional mode of education and I was by no means angelic either.

Why though? I didn’t ONCE feel appreciated.

Not from day one, where, hand on heart, I didn’t realise you couldn’t speak in assembly, chatted throughout, and was screamed at by the Assistant Head at the end of it and blacklisted from the beginning. Put on the naughty list. Never really given a real chance.

I was academic but utterly bored in most of my classes bar English and Art- so I rebelled and despite missing most of school, standing in the hallway for ‘bad behaviour’ (oh those school fees-sorry again folks), I gained glowing GCSE results, aced my A’ Levels at a Catholic Sixth Form I loved and felt happy and popular at-before heading off to uni at Goldsmiths’ University of London that was everything and more I’d hoped for in further education.

A uni which thrived at honing creatives who think out of the box (alumni include Oscar winning Steve McQueen, Hollywood director Sam Taylor-Johnson, along with Mary Quant and a great many other renowned filmmakers, artists musicians, psychologists, actors and more, the list is endless) and I fell so in love with the place, that I stayed on after my degree and gained a distinction in my MA aged just 21. Proud- but most importantly- happy, HAPPY times.

It admittedly took years to relearn a lot of the damage high school did to me. It stripped away my confidence for one, so starting the road to self-love as sickly as that sounds, trusting others, feeling valued and emotionally safe, took time- but I’m there, most of the time.

I know my boundaries- I can’t tolerate bitchiness from both men or women, something that was rife at school or any kind of bullyish behaviour, disloyalty or general pettiness.

I’m too old for that shiznit. Truly.

I believe in the power of micro politics. Being fair. Standing up for what I believe in.

I’m certainly not afraid to cut out negative people-

Good vibes only

Kids have made that easier for me, for sure.

Having babies means prioritising time and energy to those who matter and getting ruthless on those who drain, and don’t.

Like me, it’s time to believe how fabulous you are-

being fabulous

YES to that.

I write and run my business in my own style and on my own terms, I don’t worry what others will think because I’m happy with what works for me.

I don’t need to conform to some kind of ideal or definition of what a full time blogger/filmmaker or mum of two is.

This is my life, my rules, my way.

And by doing what we love, we inspire others.

doing what we love inspires others

I will always be kind but I won’t take any s**** either.

Follow your intuition

I don’t want anyone to feel like I did aged 11, desperate to be acknowledged and accepted, asked to change by others, and with the worst eyebrows Leeds has no doubt ever seen (Carpet World samples anyone?) -thank goodness for killer eyebrow game, now hey (another thing that took years to get right).

So peeps, just go do your thing, surround yourself with people that bring out the best in you, make you feel like you want to punch the air (not yourself) and keep that tribe nurtured and close. Build each other up.

Try not to judge others, but understand.

build each other up


Don’t waste time and emotion on people who simply don’t deserve it.

Forgive, be humble (with a bit of Kanye) and worry about your own goals.

Accept yourself.

Once you do, everything will fit into place, I promise.




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141 Responses

  1. Amazer

    Great post, Very motivational and inspirational. Stop worry what other things of you. What a great topic and so many answers to discover.

  2. sarah jayne pelham

    Love this, very powerful and uplifting. I always worried about what other people thought of me, at school, work and even relationships. 🙂 I need to chill.

  3. The Key To Life

    I love this article, so interesting and positive. So many good ideas i could apply on my life at home and at work. Balancing all the things to achieve successful life. Thank you for sharing.

  4. Yogesh

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  5. Michelle Frank | Flipped-Out Food

    These are words to live by, make no mistake! It is quite the journey getting to the space where you not only accept yourself, but actually love yourself a smidge. I have no patience anymore for the insecure types who tear everyone else down. Thanks for this fantastic post.

  6. Moonsparkle (ZM)

    Good post, thanks for updating, Vicki. 🙂 I worry what others think of me and other people always seem more confident than I am, but I know a lot of the time people are putting on a facade! I think as I get older I’ll start to care less. I’m in my 30s now and I’m not as nervous as I used to be, although I still get anxious around people, especially hacing anxiety. I speak up more in groups now which is good. Even just commenting online used to be hard for me.

    Also I love the photo of you. 🙂


  7. Tracy Albiero

    I can honestly say I don’t care what others think of me. I do want them to think I am a good person and all that but I am not defined by them. #brilliantblogpost

  8. Mummy Setra

    I’m absolutely loving these quotes! Your post is so true – strong women really do support each other!! I’m learning more and more of this in my 30’s…….

  9. Jo Allison / Jo's Kitchen Larder

    Wise words Vicki! I think we are all guilty of trying to be people pleasers and worrying whether we are cool enough, good enough, clever enough in the eyes of others. For me high school was definitely the time when I struggled with self acceptance and what others thought of me but as I grew older and wiser (one would hope) I found myself more and more chilled, relaxed and focusing on me for me and not me for others. It took time to get there and becoming a parent has definitely had a huge positive impact as well. Since having my boys my priorities shifted and I haven’t got the time nor energy to try and be “not me”. xx

  10. Ali Duke

    It can be tough not to listen to the opinions of others and be confident and happy in what you are doing. I just wish people would support each other more, life would be so much nicer x

  11. Emma Peach

    That definition of high school certainly rings true for me! I wish I knew then what I know now, it would have saved me a lot of worry and heartache. Whenever my daughter tells me someone has been mean to her at school (primary) I ask her why she’s bothered what they think. We always talk through school problems, and I’m glad she feels she can talk to me about anything and everything – I hope it stays that way. I’m trying to instill confidence and self-esteem so that she’s more immune to the not-so-nice side of “big school”.

    Emma xxx

  12. Morgan Prince

    What a great, inspiring post Vicki! I’ve never really conformed (although sometimes not through choice!) but now that I’m older I’m a lot more comfortable just being me. I do still find it difficult to tell people how I’m feeling and have been working on that. Really great post. xx

  13. Chloe

    Hi, great posts I am guilty of doing exactly this, but am getting and stopping myself the older and maybe a little wiser I become. This year I think I will take Patsy’s advice ? #brillblogposts

  14. Susan Mann

    What a lovely post and a nice sentiment behind it. I wish we could do it all. It’s so hard to balance and fit it all in. You are doing fabulous xx

  15. Eb Gargano

    Awesome post, sweetie. I do struggle with this stuff from time to time, but 2 quotes really help me: 1. What other people think of you is none of your business (that might even be one of yours??) 2. Hurting people hurt. The other thing I like to think about is that most of the time other people are not actually thinking about me at all…they are too busy worrying about what other people are thinking about them!! Eb x

    • Honest Mum

      Hey love, the first I heard from Harriet Thorpe and the second the psychologist Hillary McBride shared with me, so powerful. You are right about that, people are usually busy. Yes there are some out there trying to hurt others through their words and actions but most people are good eggs! x

  16. Lucy At Home

    I think I did things backwards – as a a child/teenager, I didn’t care what people thought of me. I was confident in who I was and my opinions and thoughts. Then in my early twenties, I became very ill and was ill for 7 years. I lost most of my friends and all my confidence. 5 years on from there, I am still working up to being the confident-in-who-I-am person I was as a teenager but I do think I’m really close now! And your post is very inspiring to just let go of those hang-ups and revel in who we are. #brillblogposts

  17. jodie filogomo

    That’s so funny that this was the theme today, because my quote of the day was: “Care about people’s approval and you will be their prisoner.” Laozi
    I think this has been the best part about getting older….realizing this!!

  18. Perdita

    I think this is a weakness of mine and my gut tells me some people sense this and exploit it. I’m especially sensitive to the idea that people think I’m undeservingly showing off and full of myself.
    I’m usually confident, but sometimes I defer to people being patronising (even if rationally I know my skills, knowledge and work are equal or better) – the tone of contempt or ‘helpful condescending’ has me acting a role so as to avoid being judged an upstart for stating why I am not to be put down in such a way (I’m quite experienced and respected in my field at work, so I rationally know this is manipulation). I walk out feeling exploited. I kick myself.

    I’m learning to be more aware of this and work against it!

  19. sara hickmott

    Great post! really trying not to care too much about what others think of me, but mostly failing really badly! going to put some of your wise words into action. I think a lot of the issue in falling into the trap of worrying about others’ opinions lies in being a naturally empathic person – because I worry about other people and care what is going on in their lives (from friends, family to complete strangers in the street!) I kind of can’t switch off from the reverse of this. Mostly it gets easier as I get older though 🙂 , and almost always, people are too busy with their own lives and issues anyway! look forward to connecting more with your world and your followers now I’m a subscriber. great website and content

    • Honest Mum

      Thanks Sara and totally relate as I’m empathetic too. The best advice I received from a psychologist friend was to be consistent, create boundaries and not to lean on others as much for your own self worth, to try and find it from yourself more. It’s possible to retrain your negative thinking for sure. We are all just human though and caring is instinctive but it’s about knowing what and who to care about that’s key x

  20. Jane Allen

    I recently learned to stop worrying about what others thought of me. But, I’d say it’s been a long journey. I used to be a people-pleaser. I never wanted to be in any one’s bad books. I always wanted to satisfy others to my own detriment. At the end of the day, I always felt rotten. I wasn’t happy. So, I flipped the coin. I started to put my interests first. That includes God’s interests in my life. Since then, I’ve had peace. Nothing anybody says or posts online hurts me.I just take it in my strides. I always see it as their problem and not mine. Then, I face my business squarely. I have no time to meddle in other people’s affairs.

  21. brummymummyof2

    I struggle a bit to like myself. I’ve always been the joker in the pack and whilst that is good making people laugh sometimes you want to be seen as the cool and aloof girl! Ha ha ha. At 38 I’m never going to change. What I will take from this is Humble with a Hint of Kanye. LOVED THAT! Hope you are well lady and I see your face soon! xxxxx

    • Honest Mum

      Aw just seen this as thought I’d make the post sticky. You are awesome, hope you know it lady, fab seeing you on Saturday x

  22. Rosemary Rowe

    LOVE this post! I learnt to like me for my sake many years ago. Luckily, I’ve always been a cheerful soul, full of mischief and smiles, even when times are tough, so I exude confidence (even when I’m quaking in my boots!). Nowadays, I take no prisoners but have learnt to temper my tongue a little, however, as you say, “take no shit” – and I’m just too old for that!!
    Tip: I’ve also found that you be as insulting as you like to someone who thinks they’re your “superior” if you start: “With all due respect,…”
    Big hugs, and kudos to you Vicki, for being bright, brilliant and brave! xx

  23. Christine

    I love that – humble with a hint of Kanye!
    It’s all about self-worth and strong foundations I think. Being grounded, knowing who you are and all of that. Most of us struggle with it all our lives but as you say once you get there it’s very liberating!
    Great post and great topic xx

  24. Someone's Mum

    This is a great post and a great sentiment. I wish I could do it all. I don’t have so much of a problem online. It’s it real life, particularly my career (teaching) that I struggle. I can see just how liberating that attitude would be but I don’t know how to stop caring!

    • Honest Mum

      Sorry to read this but maybe chat to those you trust and work out what is bothering you in your career, if there are areas that can improve on, you can be honest with others you work with. There is always a way lovely x


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